Back to the graphing paper

On Christmas Eve I was told I did not pass the boards exam. Unfortunate timing to say the least. It was hard to tell the family when they asked, because they all have been supportive through the whole process. Although it was difficult to admit failure it made me appreciate my family more than ever. 

For awhile I blamed myself. Why didn't you study enough? Why didn't you know enough to pass? Then I had to take a step back and realize that this exam is difficult for a reason. We train to work with vulnerable individuals and to become certified should not be a walk in the park.

So I have to get my butt back to The White Book and notecards. I will await my grade report and refocus.